Happy Birthday Collin! Wow 18 already? that seems unreal to me. I hope you have a terrific day today. I Love you son more than you will ever know! Have an awesome Birthday!

Happy Birthday sweetheart!!  I miss you and your brother so much.  Please know that I am thinking of you and hope you have everything you need…..

Love you sweetheart!

Can you believe it’s May 22nd already?  17 years after the birth of my son I still cannot beleve how much time has passed, how many memories I have missed out on, how many I love you dads I have lost.  Now my baby boy who I am sure is no longer a baby is turning 17 today.  I can’t beleive it.  I love you son more than words can express.  I think about you everyday, I think about what you look like now, what kind of young man you have become.  I hope you knwo how much I love you son!!  I wish I knew you and I hope you have not forgotten me after all of these years!

I love you so very much son….

Happy Birthday Collin! 

As May rapidly approaches, I find myself going through the same process I gop through every May and September.  I start thinking about all of the boirthdays and holidays I have missed out on, the times I have missed being told I love you daddy from collin and felicia.  I don’t even know if they know I exist.  I think about htem all the time and when their Birthdays get closer it just affectes me alot.  I feel like such a faliure to them…all the time.  Perhaps they are better off without me in their lives.. I don’t know.  I just wish they knew how much I love them and miss them.  

About mid last year Alex (aka SpideyFett on The Dented Helmet) had a great opportunity to meet and speak with Jeremy Bulloch one on one at a Sci Fi Expo in Dallas Texas. In the that, and many conversations with Jeremy throughout the day, he was thrilled to find out that Jeremy was amazed at the work that was done on the Fett suits that were displayed by TDH at the Expo…he said “it reminded him of the suit he wore during filming”…Alex figured at the time he said that kind of thing to everyone in a Fett suit so I humbly accepted his praise of the work.

then Alex was stunned to find out that Jeremy REALLY wanted a wearable Fett Costume of his own, and had been wanting one for sometime…..and Alex was even more stunned that he didn’t already own a Fett suit of some kind. (Light goes off in his head)

Hence the JB Project was born!!

This was a 6 month project that was worked on by members of The Dented Helmet and Rebelscum.com. This was something that was a labor of love for all involved. The costume was presented to Jeremy 4-5-2008 at the Dallas Comic Con in Richardson TX.
Here are some pics from the event.

So I woke up this morning looking forward to another lovely day at my job, remembering that it had snowed on Sunday morning, but most of it had melted off during the day.  I go through my morning routine, bathroom time, get dressed time, get the coat on and open the door to a freakin blizzard!  Ok maybe not a blizzard, but close enough.  all of the snow that didn’t melt the day before had frozen over and a nice fresh layer of snow had covered everything.  Now me nad ice do not get along too well, i’ve hit the ice more times than I would like to admit in the past winter season.  So I finally get to the bus stop, get on the bus and it is freezing on the bus.

Yes, it would seem the heater was broken on the bus and was just blowing all the cold air from outside into the bus, which made my neam hour drive all that more enjoyable!  Thanks UTA for keeping your busses in tip top shape as usuall.  Not ot mention the roads were packed with snow and cars.  Needless to say by the time I took my train and another bus to work I was almost 45 minutes late for work.  Why is it still snowing when it is almost April anyway?!?

When I did get to work we had so much to do, I am just running around like a head with it’s chicken cut off.

I just love mondays…….